Over sharingπ«
Added 2025-03-13 15:51:58 +0000 UTCHello,
Sorry for being Mia. ADHD makes it really hard to stay focused, I get burned out really easily, and itβs almost impossible to draw. I started taking a higher dose of my ADHD medication Iβm hoping it gives me the dopamine Im severely lacking.
I have been trying to draw, and being the perfectionist I am , have to stop expecting things to be perfect. Some days I wouldnβt even touch my tablet because I was afraid of it. Itβs hard to explain. Today I was brave enough to pick it up and I managed to finish a sketch I started weeks ago. I am hoping I can keep at it today.
With that being said, I am taking commission privileges away from myself. I thought I could trust myself to keep at it and I failed. I will complete the commissions I made a commitment to. Until I can manage to consistently draw and prove to myself I can do it then I may consider commissions.
you are welcome to offer ideas and I will definitely consider them. You guys have been a big help! I am unemployed, I have anxiety that can lead to depression, so working with people, and being around people is hard for me. I have tried looking for jobs but nothing sticks. So I need to draw to survive in some way. Itβs either draw or eventually find a job and continue to have anxiety attacks. So I thank those of you who have supported my work. It really means allot.
I donβt expect anyone to understand ADHD and anxiety, itβs just something I live with and have to deal with every day. π«
Comments
Hope you're doing ok, remember to take things at your own pace and try not to overdo things
Phoenix Firewing
2025-05-08 22:01:15 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself!
Hunter
2025-03-13 16:01:30 +0000 UTC