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nice and simple! after i finish sketching do you still think about it, i should work on:

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april 2022

april 2022

hi again everyone. it's april, and i still haven't started catharsis! i've only sketched the first page.

this month, or close to it, i will hopefully finish up the sketching phase of do you still think about it, which i then either want to s...

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FaD strip: it'll last longer

FaD strip: it'll last longer

i uploaded this one publicly a while ago, but i realize not everyone who is a patron uses social media. it's also just nice to have it here.

this is maybe a great example of the benefits not having a mind that can visualize well. i knew the ...

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do you still think about it, page 21 [sketch]

do you still think about it, page 21 [sketch]

this page was so annoying to sketch. probably just bad real-life circumstances souring the experience.

for the first 2 panels, i wanted sugar focused on her work again. i ended up having her scanning samples to catalogue them for another ass...

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do you still think about it, page 20 [sketch]

do you still think about it, page 20 [sketch]

okay, my brain is fried, so i don't have much to say about this page, and i think i already mentioned the intention behind sugar's shift in mood here, with people who are depressed usually not being unhappy LITERALLY 100% of the time.

writin...

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do you still think about it, page 19 (sketch)

do you still think about it, page 19 (sketch)

it'd be very weird to me for sugar to just not communicate with lola all day, or vice versa, so this is her lunch period. it means that there's essentially dialogue in this "silent" comic, even though the texts themselves don't make noise. feels a...

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march 2022

march 2022

hi everybody. march has been pretty hectic. 

it's my birthday month, and my mother was visiting for half of the month.
i'm also doing physical therapy for my hand twice a week, so it ends up being about every other weekday. it ends u...

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do you still think about it, page 18 [sketch]

do you still think about it, page 18 [sketch]

LOTS of small details to keep track of in this page...

-sugar's hairstyle is different in the ID. i assume it's the hairstyle in her ref chopped off to just a nub on top, which grew out over time, probably forming the base for her current ha...

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do you still think about it, page 17 (sketch)

do you still think about it, page 17 (sketch)

it feels SO weird to have these people working in a lab not wearing face masks, but any video taken pre-covid seemed to be that way!!! just breathing all over the tests and whatnot!!!

anyway, i feel strange about condensing a huge period of ...

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do you still think about it, page 16 [sketch]

do you still think about it, page 16 [sketch]

the lab coats are hot pink in this (unless i decide to make the scrubs pink) -- there are small things, like that, and the placement of the ID, that kind of liken the medical setting of sugar's job to the motifs of the nurses in fresh meat. here, ...

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do you still think about it, page 15 (sketch)

do you still think about it, page 15 (sketch)

i really struggled with a lot of this page. i don't feel like i pulled off the splatter to indicate repeated fantasy well. also, the train was so hard to draw that i forgot to draw viscera sleeping in it in the background as an easter egg... i wil...

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do you still think about it, page 14

do you still think about it, page 14

i'm not super satisfied with the pacing of this page, but i'm hoping that the start of the next page can round off the lack of an extra beat i wanted here.

i had to do a ton of confusing research about the area sugar lives in and the MBTA --...

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do you still think about it, page 13

do you still think about it, page 13

this. page. required. SO MANY references. the buildings and cityscape needed to look like boston -- the back bay area, specifically. they're very quaint and gentrified-looking.
at the same time, i was NOT that skilled at drawing when i wrote d...

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folie a dupe: the cage, part 2

folie a dupe: the cage, part 2

so relieved to finally have this done. i really didn't think it would be such an undertaking to draw the exchange. i believe i'll be drawing another large exchange between these two at some point, but maybe not. this was exhausting! i'll definitel...

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do you still think about it, page 12 (sketch)

do you still think about it, page 12 (sketch)

the pages really add up when they're smaller. the sketch for this one is messier. it's a bad brain day, but not so bad that i didn't get it done. :)

this page is definitely supposed to relieve some tension, while building up what eats away a...

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untitled comic development session 1: the comfort zone

untitled comic development session 1: the comfort zone

this is a comic i've started working on, largely because I Want To. i'd like to be able to print it one day, which requires a radically different format from how i've been making comics. images made for print are much larger than web resolution im...

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do you still think about it, page 11

do you still think about it, page 11

first page - prev page - next page [in progress]

it...

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do you still think about it, page 10

do you still think about it, page 10

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do you still think about it, page 9

do you still think about it, page 9

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work priority poll

since i can't really do full shifts as it is, work will be slower. i want to know if there's a particular leaning towards working on catharsis, or do you still think about it for the time being.!

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february 2022

february 2022

hiii everybody, happy new year! you'll never guess what i did in january!! i messed up my hand by pushing it when it hurt on that last "do you still think about it" update!!!

more seriously, it's still somewhat achey, but i can draw for a fe...

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do you still think about it, page 8

do you still think about it, page 8

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FaD strip: the cage, part 1

FaD strip: the cage, part 1

this comic is very large, so i decided to split it at least in half. it's been a 2-month uphill battle to finish this comic, although i very much want to. it's also very hard to load as a full image -- i needed to close painttool sai and reload to...

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catharsis development session 4: the script

catharsis development session 4: the script

i'm going to start this post with the structuring of the script. this is the first time i have made a script so detailed. let me post a couple of screenshots of drawing a blank's second draft and fresh meat's script.

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december 2021 q+a

okay, wow, i forgot to post this altogether. i don't have a huge urge to do the formalities this time.

this is a question-and-answer for questions about catharsis -- anything about catharsis, as long as it's feasibly related to the character...

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do you still think about it, page 7

do you still think about it, page 7

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december 2021

december 2021

hi again everyone. it's the last month of 2021.

my hand has been aching again. it's largely my fault for just not keeping up with exercises or stretches once it stopped hurting, i think. -_-; lesson learned, maybe. i'm kind of letting it res...

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do you still think about it, page 6 (gore warning)

do you still think about it, page 6 (gore warning)

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do you still think about it, page 5

do you still think about it, page 5

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do you still think about it, page 4

do you still think about it, page 4

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